I find it really hard not to think of msgs cute geek sent me when we first met...and seeing how they changed...first when he had sex with another girl and then as each girl came and went the msgs got worse. to the point he changed his number.
i like to think its totally unfair what he has done but most of me thinks he had every right. i was acting crazy.
i dont even bother taking my phone anywhere now. Just 1 blocked phone call could have stopped all this. if he just rang me saying he needed time away from me so we could maybe be civil in the future. but instead i get nothing. i didnt even realise he changed his number, still txting him. Till no response so i rang him and just cried. for hours. its hard.
ive tried emails and every other way possible. people have told me to go to his flat but he is the kind of guy who would just leave me on the doorstep while he is inside with another girl. thats how bad things are :(
i feel lost. like i dont know what to do anymore. im just glad i know something is wrong. but the worst thing cute geek ever said to me was that im crazy....that hurt more then anything he ever did
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